seriously!!!

okay, here it is. i have emailed NO LESS THAN 5 or 6 women about babysitting. haven't heard back from a SINGLE. ONE!!!!!!!! is something wrong with me?? aye que dia!!!! i liked our sitter tonight, but i want more than one, and one who might be available during the day, or can drive, etc. i might be getting a complex about this.

so, thanks for letting me write my random thoughts into the abyss!!!